My New Years Resolution

Happy new year and good luck with novel.

here's my ones:

Trying to not think about next summer, because it will bring more bad thoughts right now.
Try to acquire a car.
Complete things here what I have here in progress and start new ones.
End drinking beer - I'm not alcoholic but beer that I sometimes drinking making me tired - trying drink coffee (Wien is my favourite).
Force my boss in work to move me to another work group (peoples in my actual are - too "wild").
Try to be more productive at work (well nobody said I was too slow in last two months but I have bad thoughts)
Try to get my mother to better condition - I's too difficult to explain it normally.
Try to be more happy in next year (most difficult task in my life - at least for now)
try to have next year better (same as previous - totally impossible)
Try to not think about last option - last possible when i will not survive next year with clear mind from all sh*t that can happen (some of them again).

this year was bad for me